Say Something.......
*This post will be among several in a series tied to music and songs that permeated and enveloped stages in my life. I had pushed through the prior days' life changer. I had mustered all I could to remain stoic, til that moment....that first moment where I could finally be alone; where I could finally let my guard down. The dark of a 5:30 morning commute lent itself to space; space away from him, away from the sleeping world; away from the need to hold my guard up high. As though I was in drama being scored, the song came on, that song. Say Something. I broke, the fractures in my splintered my heart gave way to the pain, the anger, .......the sadness. With just the slow, rhythmic tapping of a note the road disappeared, clouded by the welling tears that refused to hold back, the gasp of air, the first sob, the burst, it left no chance to push things back in any further. And so began 10 minutes of a commute often blinded by tears. The prior day had marked the 3rd day of being M
